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My life - a question
I am a fairly intelligent woman. I am smart and capable and a good person. So why is it that I seem to be distinctly unsuited for supporting myself through gainful employment? I feel like such a failure some days. -
Children are
so frustrating. He has been crying and whining all day, and he won't stop. He's not usually like that, but it's driving me crazy. I love him beyond anything else in my life, but there is never a break. It never ends. He keeps slipping on this one spot on the floor and he still keeps running to this area, even though he has slipped there like three ( Read more... ) -
Almost 2 years
have passed since I last wrote anything. So much has happened. I'm a transplanted southerner now, living up north in the heart of the yanks. I'm raising a two year old with my current partner and I am reading Robin Hobb right now and eating a bowl of strawberry shredded wheat things. So you're all caught up. No need to go into the Major Depressive ( Read more... ) -
Finished the paper
I fucking finished the heck out of that Elizabeth Barrett Browning paper!! Heck yes I did. Now I only need to do one more assignment to be completely caught up
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Weird Dream
Alright, here we go. Gotta put this one down ( Read more... ) -
Dream
There was an insidious evil trapped in the basement of this old church. It's poison corrupted the very stones of the church so that eventually the church was abandoned. Finally the evil found a flaw in its protections and escaped into the river. -
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She's not worth all this heartache, I just forgot for a minute, that's all -
Ruins
No one sees me, no one can
I am cursed, and I shall walk alone.
The hurt isn't worth it,
this pain is not pleasureful,
and I am shutting down whatever
it was that allowed such horrors.
Betrayed on all sides,
I wished for my own downfall.
Now I just need to learn
to breathe alone and never
let myself think it might
work out. -
Friday 15
Happy Friday everybody!!
How is everyone on this fine October morn?
Good, great! Guess I will get started then
- I haven't turned in, actually I haven't written yet, a paper for one of my classes
- The gf and I are tragically broken up, and I am being the strong one
- I haven't worked in over a year so I don't have any employment references to use when I ( Read more... )
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Morning 15
So I dunno if anyone reads this anymore, but I know I should start writing in it again, as that is the best way to get people to read your frackin livejournal, right? So I'm gonna start trying to remember to at least do a 15 minute/item update about what's going on in my crazy head, at least every day or so. I need to keep track of my depressive ( Read more... )