Bah. I hate myself. And I hate that I hate myself. And I hate myself for hating myself. I'm full of hate, but only towards myself.

:(

My self-esteem is complete shit right now :(. I need a hug from him like seriously...a nice big real hug

I just realized that I use this as more of a private blog than a public blog.  Oh well I guess that is fine.  Everyone one needs to get things off of their chest somehow.  I guess for the majority I choose to keep a private blog

Right now it hurts :(

Oh depression how I didn't miss you at all. Please leave me alone

Hates everything all the time

I hate that when I look in the mirror I am disgusted by myself.

I often wonder if bible-thumpers realize how retarded they sound...Probably not because then they wouldn't do it.

How do you cope with being a 24 year old loser who's life is going no where and see don't foresee any change in the near future no matter what you do?