sorry its been a while it tends to be that way with me but those who read this know that. im sitting here watching a movie that i cant remember the name of and mad and david are on the floor kissing and doing other things and sometimes watching the movie. ive given up on that to tell you the truth. it skips around a lot and i am tired of it talking ( Read more... )

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i guess its been a while since i updated and rightly so ive been pretty busy with everything going on but that doesntr eally matter because ive got no one to really share it with. everthing i do for myself is meaning less because the people that matter to me dont even understand what it is or why its important to me. like i know that no one really ( Read more... )

Ive come to the conclusion that i cant summarize my thoughts in mere words but a song i can so lyrics seem to be the only possible way for me to convey them and i find that this song sums my feelings up for someone. Not that that someone cares nor will she ever know it was her but to that person im always here and maybe one day youll see me as ( Read more... )

Well for those of you who read this journal i am now getting around to updating because im alone here in my room and have nothing to do because im waiting on the two downstairs. it is now going on 30 minutes and i dont want to know what they are doing downstairs. for those of you who dont know who they is they is not my parents but a couple of my ( Read more... )

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ok here goes i dont know how much i am going to type tonight since it is so late. I have been having lots of trouble getting back on my routine for school. but i lvoe school so much this semster. the classes are great and i have so many classes with so many of my friends. in fact the only class i dont have with a friend is cisco and i got a new ( Read more... )

My friend i know that you may not read this but it needs to be said. You have always been there for me, through thick and thin, through everything in my life you were always there when i needed you. you are the one constant i know will never change in my life. In 6 months time i lose you. i lose my partner. the man who is always right beside me in ( Read more... )

Its funny how things never turn out the way you expect them. This day was pretty good up until basically i got home. My car is having some problems but thats not the biggest thing about my day that went wrong. But its probably a good place to start. Betsy has some problems every now and then. I dont know what her problem is but she just doesnt work ( Read more... )