Your Love Style Is...
Caring!

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sorry its been a while since i posted on this thing everything has gotten really busy lately and its been really hard to try and find time just to get around to posting anything in my journal. looking back at the dates its been almost a month. In the last month ive been working more and more to make sure that everything works out with demolay and ( Read more... )

As i sit here in the dark trying to make myself go to bed i realize that i need to write some things down that are in my head. The girl that i love with all of my heart has become a drug using, alchohol drinking, cigarette smoking, tobbacco chewing nymphomanic. What happened to the old her. Maybe im in love with that girl. the girl that didnt do ( Read more... )

I guess its time for an update. Im not an entered apprentice in the masonry program and i played junior steward tonight for jimmy's installation. ive been working really hard so that i wouldnt have to deal with some decisions that i have to make. i dont want to make them and i dont want to think about them. theres a lot of stuff going on at school ( Read more... )

I dont know what is ahead of me on this trail that i walk but i will soon find out. I leave for camp tomorrow to go through my Vigil Honor. I dont know what ive done to deserve this honor but apparently they think i have. Tomorrow night my insomnia will help i dont know what to write i just dont know about what im doing. Who am I what have i dont ( Read more... )

Sorry ive been a little while on posting on here. You will all be happy to know that im doing much better now. I dont know what made it better i just know that i dont feel so much responsibility as i used to. I feel like a million pounds has been lifted from my shoulders. I should have awaited a fellow brother to lift my burden but the burden was ( Read more... )

Im always complaining about shit. im sorry that im like that. ive been moody lately maybe its because of all the stress. Well im about to find out. DeMolay is not going to have me anymore. ill not do anything in demolay anymore. im done with the exception of fun stuff. Id like to say that for those people who dont like me to complain about stuff in ( Read more... )

Look people about my last post my mind wasnt working. i forgot a few names so dont get all huffy with me. im sorry that im a fucking idiot. Im sorry that i have no life. Im sorry that my life revolves around demolay and scouts and i dont always see the bigger picture. In particular i want to appologize to laney lacey kristen and megan. a lot of ( Read more... )