I'm praying for you my dear. Things are already looking better what with you now knowing that what you need is covered under Blue Cross for the most part. I have talked to my mom, my doctor is on vacation so I'll find out my blood type when he gets back...just in case. I love you and things will be alright ( Read more... )

Wow, people are so friggin stupid ( Read more... )

Canada Day has once again come and gone. We went to our typical spot at Victoria Park to watch the fireworks. It was nice. A bunch of us are at Nick's place hanging out and eating pizza. Surprise surprise, it's raining or at least it was. Makes walking not so fun ( Read more... )

I've missed roleplaying so much. It's nice to play again ( Read more... )

I'm tired and lonely and depressed. Dave and Lee are both asleep, I tried calling Mar but the phone's busy...not that I really feel like talking to anybody on the phone or MSN. I think I more want human company while watching a movie or playing a game or something ( Read more... )

Scared, worried, sad, angry...I'm practically shaking. She's almost definitely going in for surgery, not to "prolong her life" as the doctor put it, but to stop some bleeding. *shakes her head* The way he phrased it doesn't give me much hope. She started talking to me today about her possessions and how she's going to divide them up *shudders ( Read more... )

Got the call of a lifetime today. Suddenly it went from "Grandma's got some form of cancer that is treatable and really no big deal" to "Grandma's got stage 4 liver cancer and is beginning chemo to make the rest of her life more comfortable". She's 65, how is this right? I don't understand....she was supposed to be around to see her great ( Read more... )

I called Mar but she wasn't home last night. Nobody was home here so I layed down on the couch to wait for Mar to call. That was shortly after 7pm. I didn't end up getting up until 11:30am. Bleh. It's Victoria Day so everything's closed and it's raining. I really don't feel like cleaning, but what else do I have to do?

I'm tired and alone. *laughs* Ok not completely alone as Monster so kindly reminded me by jumping on my desk. I could probably do something about it, but the sun is beginning to set and the June bugs are out now. *shudders* I know, I know, stupid fear but an overwhelming one nonetheless. Dave and Lee are at work and most likely won't be coming home ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to be sick. This happens every time I go to do up my student loan stuff. I'm crying and I'm scared. I hate money and I know I'm not going to have enough to live off of ( Read more... )