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It's amazing how the mind can begin to wonder and wander about different things early in the morning. I have a girlfriend who i absolutely adore and i want to be with her for a long time. Then i look at my hands and wonder if these hands can hold on to her, if these hands have the strength to protect her, to build a life with her. This are doubts i ( Read more... ) -
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I realize that i never put a title to these post but i dont care about that. I guess i have a lot to talk about today. After 8 years of working for Shaw's im going to be leaving it for a new job that i hope will stick. I just hope it doesn't turn out to be like the C and S Wholesales fiasco. I'll be a Water Spider for Sturn Ruger which has nothing ( Read more... ) -
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So it has been a hell of a long time since i've wrote anything and got my thoughts down on "paper". Where to start, well in the previous post i thanked the universe for giving me a girlfriend. Well as it turns out the universe gave me a complete physcho. She had no drive or ambition to do anything with her life. She obssessed over me and suffucated ( Read more... ) -
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You know those days when the universe just drops something in your lap. Yeah that is what has happened. I met this girl and she is just extraordinary. We share some much in common and we are both looking for the same thing. The universe has dropped her into my lap and i'm not going to question it. I'll be seeing her this sunday before work. Hooray ( Read more... ) -
I had a dream and it scared me.
In my dream i was incarcerated in a prison type place. I was walking around talking with other who were there. Then i was taken aside by a women into a hallway. She stood there and told me that my gf couldnt live without me and took her life. I fell to the ground,tears on my face my throat was tight and screamed her name over and over. I woke up my ( Read more... ) -
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I've just come to realization that i can't just be the good friend to female friends when something goes south in their relationships. When their current BF acts like a dick i try to comfort them but i such a bleeding heart when it happens i try to make myself the better option. I try to be the knight in shining armor for the damsel in distress. ( Read more... ) -
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I want that special someone in my life but I dint have money to take a girl out anywhere. It frickin that the on thing I want I can't have
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I beleive in it but im scared
In the ast couple weeks i have been visited by 3 gentlemen from the Church jesus christ of Latter day saint. I thought I'll be nice and let them talk and send them on their way but i got to talking with them and every question i had about the bible and every "unpopular" view i had about god and jesus they had the same thoughts. I find myself at ( Read more... )