There is no pain, you are receding ( Read more... )

I know everyone can see through me ( Read more... )

since I woke up this morning i've felt really weird.. it's almost like i'm scared.. but I have no idea what I'm scared of.. I guess it's starting to get to me..

I think its time to turn around
I really want to go home tonight

I'm home now. In crappy maryland =( There are a few places I would rather be. I know I'm gonna miss my daddy lots cause he fun.. but if I could be anywhere right now I would like to be sitting next to Erik. The location doesn't really matter cause I just want to be near him. Soon though.. soon ( Read more... )

rah! I'm extremely tired at the moment. But the fact that erik MIGHT call is what's keeping me awake. hehe I'm a lame-o but I LOVES HIM! I will be heading back home tomorrow... which is somewhat unfortunate.. -sigh- I get to look forward to cleaning my room and finding a job. Those things just dont sound too pleasing right now. The contact in my ( Read more... )

goodness gracious me! something rather unexpected just happened! I recieved a phone call from kirstin. I was like holy fuckbags! We spoke for two hours and then got disconneced but then she called back and was like I MISSED YOU! It's funny when you have a relationship with someone and you so completely understand one another that you can not talk ( Read more... )

amanda is a genius. she suggested that we get completely wasted, like fucked up out of our minds. and I think that's just what I need. yay drugs.

It's hard when you have so many things that need to be taken into consideration.. but when you try to really sit down and evaluate things your mind goes completely blank ( Read more... )

whoa! holy crap! ahahaha of course you seeing me up at an hour such as this means that there was no sleep prior to this journal submission. arrgh I have to drive two hours today in the rain. And this can only mean trouble when your windsheild wipers are iffy and you need new tires. Heh.. but I spoke to my dad and he said that if I leave within the ( Read more... )

ooooooh jesus.. no more drugs? aahahahaha after I wrote that i did too many drugs.. arrgh.. my stomach hurts from too much ice cream.. I wanna talk to Mr. Erik but I call him and he no answer. that makes me lots of sad RAH! this chair is gay.. my hand hurts.. I want fun things.. I'm sleepy.. I have to clean my room and I dont wanna.. and I will be ( Read more... )