no more drugs for me.. ever.. ack! I feel horrible.. arrrrgh!

hahahahahahaha! my mother drug tested me yesterday evening.. oh boy! and I passed! It's not the first time she's done it.. last time she did I didn't pass. But that's back when i was smokin the reefer.. which uhh i haven't done in like forever ( Read more... )

arrrrrrgh! too many things are going on right now.. blaaaah! My brain is like asdkjhgjsnsdfjsfha awake! and my body is just kind of like FUCK YOU! meh.. I get to see Mr. Erik soon and that is all that matters! whoa.. just overwhelmed myself there for a minute.. hmm calming doooowwwwnnn.. YES! okay.. now I am good to go. Well.. we are moving on ( Read more... )

arrrgh! I am burnt out like there is no tomorrow.. I fuckin just wanna sleep for like 23 days or something.. but if I slept for 23 days then I wouldn't be able to see Mr. Erik. And if I dont see Mr. Erik.. well.. then I might as well just sleep til my next birthday. mmhmmm yeah.. I fucking need money.. I have none.. it's ridiculous.. but it's my ( Read more... )

fuck fuck mother mother FUCK!! arrgh! I am out of cigarettes and that makes me an unpleasant person to be around ( Read more... )

man freakin oodles of nooodles! I hope my mom lets me spend the night at the rachel's house so we can have fun WOOHOOOOOO! Apparently shawn is not mad at me he just feels excluded.. hrmmm well fuckaroosters then! speaking of roosters I tried to steal manda's mom's cock whooooooo! man I am like hyper as shit but there's nothing I can do I am waiting ( Read more... )

oooh maaaaaan! RAWR! heh heh heh I just recently awoke from slumber and my eyes are burning with uhh I dont know.. hurt I suppose. Apparently I am peoplophobia! I love to learn new things about myself. ARRRRGH! I talked on the phone a lot last night cause I didn't go to sleep until like 9:30 this morning. Thank god I have free night time minutes or ( Read more... )