her

[raksha66]

god....

if there is one.....

i miss her sooo much

i vow never to date again now.....

unless....

only one way......

....i told her that i won't write/talk/ or anything to her...but i never said i wouldn't write about her

these are my thoughts

i love her

if only there was....

a God

Comments

[nocturnalblue]

maybe God has other plans for you?

I don't know why people only involve God if there's tragedy, and decide they'll only believe IF he meets their needs. It's rather close minded in my opinion.

I'm sorry that happened to you, and you have every right to be sad, but it's not the end of the world. You're too young to be giving up already.

oh ya, and I tried that vow thing a couple times only to discover it's not worth passing up potentially good opportunities. You know how it goes..."tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" and all that good stuff.

you'll be OK

in any case, you have people to talk to. You know we're here for you :)

[raksha66]

i only get bad things to come to me....

i know what you are saying...i tried his way... and dedicated my self to him...yet i was still going in a downward spiral

potentially good opportunities...and me...don't go together...i just end up cold, alone, and in darkness

maybe i will...maybe i won't..idk

thank you for being here for me...

[ofspaceandtime]

nocturalblue just gave you awesome advice and I agree with 'em wholeheartedly.

Keep your chin up. This definitely is not the end of the world, although I can guarantee it feels that way. But trust me, time is the best medicine and so may be a little distance. Hang with your friends, distract yourself with music and good times, and just take care of yourself. Remember we're here for you!

[raksha66]

but i don't have any friends here....you live away...and so does she...and...there is like a big pit in my chest where i feel that a piece of me have vanshed