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OMG
today i got the holy crap scared out of me... i was driving my car coming arould a courner and i guess i was going a little to fast and i spun out...started to go one way so i turned my wheel the other way and instead of going fo oncoming trafic i aimed for the grass...then i spun all the way around and did a perfect stop where i was facing the ( Read more... ) -
The Castle
so...i went to the Castle on the 23...a week after...
the break up ='(.....
oh well..her lost right?.....
nah.....more like my lost...
oh well.....
but the Castle was fun...saw a friend of mine named Josh and made 2 more friends...
kool i guess...eh...but what do i know? -
the dreams...
every night now...i have been afriad to sleep...
i wake up seveal times...sweating heavly....
heart pounding.....thoughts rushing...
for I......i dream of her
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her
god....
if there is one.....
i miss her sooo much
i vow never to date again now.....
unless....
only one way......
....i told her that i won't write/talk/ or anything to her...but i never said i wouldn't write about her
these are my thoughts
i love her
if only there was....
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ok
well....i talked to a friend for like a hour
and i feel much better now
i am going to act now...stop sitting back and just saying things...
i won't let things get to me anymore like i use to do that one time
and just live each dy..day by day....
and try.... no..I will make peace with my inner self person -
My...
stomich hurts...
i haven't ate all day.....
i have no appietate....
my chest has shooting pains....
like someone has a knife and is stabing my chest from the inside...
pairnoia.... i hate you...stupid
god why am i such a fuck up?
oh wait...you don't talk to me or help or do anything good for me.....
i hate you...
strike me down as i type....
you can't cuz ( Read more... ) -
tooth
one of the fillings in my teeth came out as i awoke today...
that suxs...majorly X_x -
Hair....
i dyed my hair...well actually Nicole did it XD
we will finish it next time i am there...
it will be.....alll
WHITE!! YAY!!!
