Mundane Retrospect Reitterates Recieved Moments Of Others Intent To Reflect Issues Retaining Mostly Regret.

WEll its like 4 or 5 days to the birthday hoorah hoorah. i am hoping my aunt cooks some poppyseed cougan pie mm mmm. i love it sooo much. i went fishing there sunday and it's never fished so i caught like 50 fish easy. bass walleye and brim. nothing too big though i think they are too smart when they get bigger. im pretty worn out today i ran ( Read more... )

Deny The Love Of The Broken Covenant And Feed Upon Grace Of The Ordained Coveted. The End Of Justifiable Means Shall Not Erase The Pain Of The Forsaken Order. Let Not The Old Die Young Of Heart But The Young And Blind A Reciept Of Guilt And Concious To Approach Those Shimmering Gates.

Dreams Die Mistify The Mind And Bring Glazed Eyes Across Mankind. Brave Souls Ventured To Trust Lie In Wake As Dust Of Lust. The Brotherhood Is Broken As Soft Words Spoken Ferment In The Flesh Of Your Heart.

So Tired.... Argh...... I Feel Like The Zenmaster. Im Thinkin Bout Waking Up To My Dreams. I Can Remember Wat I Dreamed Last Nite Easier Now Then Usual. Someone Was Testing Me With An Ordeal Of Some Sorts And They Had A Mean Laugh. I Was In A City That Was Made Into The Landscape But In A Creepy Post Apocaliptic Way. There Were Others Like Me ( Read more... )

I Did Not Get Enough Linear Feet Done Tonight. The Funny Part Is That I Tried All Nite To Do Well And Get My Boss To See I Need Better Workers. Yes Part Of It Was Due To Their Lack Of Initiative But I Think Alot Of It Is My Inability To Give Motivation And Be A Better Leader. Im Alot Better Now At Telling Them What To Do And How To Do Things ( Read more... )

This Weekend Was Out Of Control. I Am More Uncertain Of My Future Then I Can Remember being In A Long Time. This Summer Heat Seems To Have Released Alot Of Chained Winter Anxieties. Its Becoming Harder To Breathe. Sometimes I Think God Is A Figment Of Satans Imagination. Or Im Simply A Errant Thought Of Gods.

Today Has Been A Long Day. Im So Tired Physically And Emotionally. But I Guess Thats Alright Because Id Probably Be Just As Happy Full Of Strenght. So........ Whats It All Come To. Im Ready For The Change. Something Drastic Because These Last Few Weeks Of My Life Have Been Strange Enough To Deserve A Conclusion Of Some Sorts. I Was Completly ( Read more... )

I Love You Stay Sweet And Strong For Me. My Steps Alone Remind Me Of Our Dance. The Stirs In My Sleep I Imagine Your Peaceful Resting Eyes. The Cool Spring Breeze In The Sun Burns The Fact That I See What Could Be But Am Left With My Arms Folded Against My Chest.

I Have Been Having A Lot Of Mood Swings Lately. I Go From Feeling On Top Of The World To Feeling Like I Want To Die Just From Peoples Words And Actions. I Havent Been This Way Since I Was Really Young Though. I Have Heard Alot Of People Tell Me I Have Been Changing Lately Though. Not As Happy As I Used To Be. But I Also Feel Alot Of Changes I Am ( Read more... )