i have my second ra interview in about an hour, and i should probably be getting dressed. life recently has been really stressful, the past week was horriffic. everyone knows, so it doesnt have to be recounted here. when i get too much work, i shut down and cant do any of it. i think the ra thing is going to be right, but i really, really dont like ( Read more... )

no words can encompass this summer of pettiness and betrayal. if only every night could have ended with a pile of sparklers and the smell of smoke ( Read more... )

today was a well-needed rachel splurge appreciation day. i like rachel appreciation day a lot. and it was necessary for the maintenance of the rachel persona. or else, this rachel was going to wither from extreme boredom and neglect ( Read more... )

i have the minivan tomorrow!! whoo hoo! i think i'm going to get a haircut...and mope around p-land...maybe pull liz from school early...i could to anything...ahh...beachtime or...no work!!...i dunno. *happiness ( Read more... )

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listening to driving oldies makes me happy ( Read more... )

i am colorblind/coffee black and egg white/pull me out from inside/i am ready/i am ready/i am ready/i am fine ( Read more... )

it's weird that i'm calling my days at 10/11 pm now, it's almost pathetic that i'm going to bed this early. i realized that my birthday is exactly five weeks from now, which is weird...it seems almost close. i want, i NEED a new mouse, a pretty one with a little scroll thing on top, and a laser instead of a ball. yeah, duct tape, CDr's, phone cards ( Read more... )

well, summer's officially started. i donned my disgusting dry dock shirt, complete with months of undefined stains, and braved the kitchen. ahh. time dulls the...attitudes that you have to put up with...the insane heat...and the fact that you actually have to ask the question *do you want fries with that?* they just hired a *professional waitress* ( Read more... )

spent the morning with mel, really good. really good. happy to see her. :) it's been so long! and, this afternoon rita called, and it looks as if i'm in the kitchen this evening. so. first dry dock day! whoo hoo? anyway. trying to figure out my schedule...emailed the appropriate people. looking forward to tomorrow, we're going to visit caitlin. ( Read more... )