Tabula rasa:

An opportunity to start from the beginning; a clean slate.

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I am the only one who can help myself (and make myself) get through this.

And on that note, I'm off to the office (yes, I know it's a public holiday). *shrugs*

I made the terrible mistake of looking through some old photos. I honestly thought I could handle it now. Guess not ( Read more... )

12.24am, 12.40am, 1.00am, 11.45pm, 12.30am. And now, work on Sat and Sun. Damn it. I was so looking forward to the weekend. And now it's finally here, and yet it isn't. Sigh ( Read more... )

Just got home. Even after all this time, I still get affected. I need to toughen up.

Work is like Panadol - there's only so much you can take before it adds to the strain.

On the whole, this week wasn't so great, but hopefully the weekend will be better.

1.04a.m ( Read more... )

There was this TV series called "Felicity" which ran for 4 seasons beginning in 1999, I think. I remember because I was in JC 2 then, and it was like the hit show at that time. I really liked that series... at the end of each episode, the lead character, Felicity Porter, would be talking into this tape, recording her thoughts and feelings to send ( Read more... )

Been having rather sleepless nights this whole week. I'd usually go to bed around midnight, only to wake up for no apparent reason at 4am, and then spend the next few hours tossing and turning before finally giving up at around 7am (my usual waking time). Needless to say, this pattern has been wrecking havoc (hey, I almost mis-spelt that with a "k ( Read more... )

I've been playing this song for some time now. I like the lyrics. And now, it somehow seems appropriate. I know I have to start listening to new songs soon. But for now, just let me indulge this one last time. Couldn't find a video with just Sheryl Crow by herself. Sting spoils the mood of the song somewhat. So here's the next best thing I guess - ( Read more... )

Am supposed to be rushing an assignment... but instead, I find myself listening to old songs. Here's one by S Club 7 - sung by Rachel Stevens before the group broke up and she became a sex kitten.

I really liked the song then... it kind of spoke to me. I'm sure everyone can relate to this feeling at some point in their lives.

I guess this ( Read more... )

I haven't been blogging for such a long time, and I wasn't intending to start again either except that I want to record what happened at dinner time today.

My mom came downstairs with an old album full of my baby pictures because she wanted to show me a particular photo, and we ended up going through the whole album, together with my father, who ( Read more... )