I am trying to learn french, and its fun, but i feel like im losing my spanish! I tried to say some basic phrases today, and all i could think of was bengali or french. I guess i have to try and speak it more to keep from forgetting everything ( Read more... )

So my phone broke. Just went black. I can still recieve calls and text messages. I know, because I got a text message RIGHT when it went black, and I was sad because I imagined it was from mario telling me about some cool new place he was at. But i'll never know. And now i am without a phone. I havent rushed to get one, cuz it costs money, and i ( Read more... )

So ive been reading romeo and juliet. Its part of my winter reading program. I generally do not like dark and dreary stuff. I unapologetically like happy endings and humor and witty banter and fluffy romance. But it is winter and cold and dark. (I am aware that it is southern california, and currently in the 80's. Plus, my state is burning down ( Read more... )

I am very pleased with today, and its only 2:30 ( Read more... )

I work in a coffee shop. I hate it. these are the things i hate in particular about my job ( Read more... )

I completely forgot to mention Ramadan. Its weird, because im 26 and ive been fasting since I was 8. Its not easy, and its not fun, but it is...in an odd way...slightly soothing. There's a connection, and a sense of spirituality in knowing that around the world, millions of muslims are doing exactly what youre doing. There are bad parts. When i'm ( Read more... )

I feel simultaneously bored and really busy. I don't know how ( Read more... )

Lately, ive been feeling like i'm not here. Everything is soft focused and hazy. Everyone around me feels so bright and loud that it almost hurts to be around people. Ive really only been able to stand being around the jess and the khans. and bits of mario here and there. It feels like I have to concentrate to even see anyone else. I thought i was ( Read more... )

things i liked about today ( Read more... )

I found a new band today. Well, i have no idea how long they've been around, so its new to me. I had to work the midnight to 8am shift and one of the guys I was working with, Josh, commandeered the radio and played whatever the hell he wanted. I tuned out most of it, but this one song, Happy Birthday, really stuck out. I didnt get it at first, but ( Read more... )