I am so close to ending my non-smoking streak. Almost three weeks down the tube.

Fuck all I just want a cigarette. Everything(non-human) I love is bad for me.

So we did play a show last night. We actually blew one of the clubs monitors(the drum one) and it caught on fire. The sound guy had no fucking business mixing our set. I wish we had our own sound guy. That must be nice. Someone who knows what you want and is able to do it. Fucks sake. I couldn't hear shit. Some people in the audience said ( Read more... )

You will find that short of being an anonymous fuckwad, it is almost impossible to get a reaction out of me.

I sit here and do nothing. Ha, there is nothing anyone can do about it.

I have an interview today. I really need the job. If I don't get this, fast food here I come. I really need some income ( Read more... )

My mouth still hurts ( Read more... )

tyloreal, what can I say to you? You have always been wonderful to me, even though I have been a schmuck to you. The way I see things, you should wish death on me. That is the wonderful thing about you, you have grown far beyond my view. You don't hold petty grudges. You see beyond things. You forgive ( Read more... )

I hate when people are pissed because you don't talk to them, well what if I just don't really have anything to say ( Read more... )

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FIRST NAME: Ramiel ( Read more... )

I am still alive. Everything went as well as expected for having part of my mouth mutilated. I can't sleep even though I am back on the opiates(yay!!! no more darvocet).

I will talk more tomorrow.

I need my dose of cuteness, I am starting to suffer withdrawl. Can you help me out?