Earlier, Matt and I briefly discussed the absurdity of the group "Prussian Blue". Prussian Blue, for those not in the know, is a pair of little teensy aryan sisters who sing about the purity of the white race, the political imprisonment of white men and their freedom of speech and even little white power love ballads, such as the song "Skinhead Boy ( Read more... )

Got home last night after a fucking arduous journey home, the details of which I won't even begin to get into. Four days was almost enough time to relax and forget about my life in America; convince myself that I was carefree and had nothing at all to worry about, no holes dug, no webs woven, no bridges burned. Upon waking up this morning, it has ( Read more... )

I am impossibly tired but can't seem to sleep right. The wondering is all-consuming. Have not slept well in weeks. Have not slept much for the past few days. Have not slept at all for 24+ hours.

I need an escape. Now.

Chloe needs an open exhange market for the drugs she needs ( Read more... )

I got my nipples pierced yesterday. I knew working at Zebra would cause me to do something drastic and there we go. Currently they are quite sore and I'll have to carry a bat in case anyone bumps into them.

I'm frustrated with my life.

The Soundtrack to Your Life Survey ( Read more... )

Tonight is my last night of summer. Tomorrow it all starts again and I'll be back in the world of art school. I'll have to look in the mirror and wave goodbye to eyes that don't have bags under them. I'm both excited and nervous. There are changes I need to make this semester, priorities beeing one of them. I really have to stop letting myself get ( Read more... )

It's hitting me. I'm not going to have Christina or Devin in a few week's time. I love you girls so much, I'm going to miss something awful. It's strange that the easy way to deal with something is to avoid it but that's what I've been doing. It feels like everytime I hang out with you two it just nails home how much I've become dependent on your ( Read more... )

I'm warm and happy. My family met Raun and they like him. In fact they really like him, which is amazing because they tend to be insufferably picky about who's company they enjoy. I cooked for 3 hours straight and sucessfully made things that people liked and ate all of. I feel like someone just wrapped a blanket fresh out of the dryer around me. I ( Read more... )

So I quit Top Dog ( Read more... )