WHY?

[ramsesthesecond]

 I don't wanna be a freakin' Melanie... I don't want to spend my life rolling bandages for the wounded then rush to a Muslim charity group then to a home of stupid domesticated boring life. I don't want to be an angel, I don't have faith any more. I wanna live full life and god damn score!

I have always loved the touch of pure silk, the beauty of

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[ramsesthesecond]

Thanks my friend... it's over now... I am in a better state of mind.

[retrofire]

You have so much going for you - you'll work it all out.

[ramsesthesecond]

I have FREAKIN' Missed you millions!

When you log on and find 20 comments or so in your journal, please don't freak out, I have looooooong reading to do there.

Really, really, really, really missed you!

[alphistia]

I still think you should apply to emigrate to Canada - a country tolerant of Muslims and gays, and you could be a doctor or do whatever else you want to do....

[ramsesthesecond]

In Egypt we have a proverb that says (Show me the way and I'll follow) Canada is a great country full of Canadian men some of whom are well hung, Caucasians and with colored eyes LOL! my perfect match hahaha

No, speaking seriously, Do you think that I like my current situation or that I am in anyway against moving to Canada! it's just that things are very hard when you are a third world nation's citizen. You get millions of complications in your way.

unless if you know some Canadian guy that I can marry, I have to wait in loooong list to get an interview and pass hundreds of obstacles... it's not that easy my friend!