i went to go see the place where we spread my grandmothers ashes today for the first time since we did it. i took krystal and she cried. it was nice to be in this place, connecting my old life and my new one. what a peace full place to be at. ironically i just found out today 13 years ago my aunt died. weird. i feel so much love that helps me get ( Read more... )

trying to find out what i will take away from this trip ( Read more... )

16 DAYS!!!

i cant wait.

so last night was amazing. my family and friends had an early 21st birthday for me. the reason it was early is because my dad flew out and surprised me. oh man what a sight. not seeing him in almost a year was crazy. and people at work covered my shifts so that i didnt have to work at all while hes here. things are really looking up out here now. ( Read more... )

ahh lifes getting back on track and going damn good, better then when i hit that little bump. i think that its those things that happen that we need to stop and take a look at things a re-asses them. but bday is in 10 days. wow close man. hope to see you all soon.

and im not happy

mine is in a month, wow 21.. gonna be a fun one, maybe ill fly out for it.

if only everyone could have friends like i do. i love you guys and miss you so much.

new years resolutions
1-keep in touch better with friends
2-get a gym membership and do something with my time
3-move home sometime this year

man i love my friends.

why does communicating feel like pulling teeth?

i hate saying goodbye.