today while i was packing i found a picture of you and i. it was very nice to see the good times that we had in both of our smiles. to look back and know that at one time everything was ok and everything was fine. now that those times have gone things arent the same, but thats fine. life moves on and life keeps going. i just wish it could have kept ( Read more... )

i am here. in a place i now call home. seeing what life can bring at this new place. but i feel like ie lost alot of people along the way. was it me? did i do something? if so will you let me know. i feel like i dont talk to anyone from my old home. weird

why do we want to know so bad those things that we know will hurt us so much? can anyone answer that for me?

so i was in a bathroom today in maine, and the smell of it reminded me of camping. it wasnt a foul smell rater a pleasant one. it reminded me of a camp ground i used to go to every year called faria. i loved this place and the many adventures it had in store. i went to this place with many friends, some of who i still talk to and some i havent ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like just a number?

life is full of ups and downs.

but i think i like it that way. reminds me of a roller coaster and i like those.

love is like oxygen, you get too much you get too high, not enough and youre going to die..

-sweet

i dont know which end of that spectrum im on but its not a good balance right now

here are some pictures from the wedding i went to at the beach

model pose

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why am i such an asshole?
why do i push those away who mean so much to me?
i should see and know she loves me but im blind to that
why do i think things that arent true?
can anyone tell me or
is this something ill have to learn the hard way?

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be happy im coming home again soon

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