leaving for parkersburg in a few hours, so i wont be online for atleast a week.

tell you all how it went when i get back.

im so excited to see my little sister and father.

hum diddly doo...nothing interesting going on, ill be with my family in 2 days and my birthday went...well boring and kinda lonely, and it ended with me being sick.

DAMN, im boring, haha.

FINALLY A SIGN THAT LIFE IS AWESOME.

haha, im going to parkersburg the 21st.my father(big surprise there) actually bought me a bus ticket, and im so grateful.it leaves 7:30pm the 21st.im just so happy that im going to see all my friends and family.

my birthday is in 4 days and i guess i got my birthday wish, and that rocks.

wow, this utterly sucks ( Read more... )

yeah so in 13 days ill be 19, the only reason im really focused on my birthday is because this will be the first one i will have without my mother, siblings, or friends, its kinda odd actually.i dont care about presents or people remembering it, all i keep on thinking about it, wow my teens are basically over, i have to grow up(not too much though ( Read more... )

some people just dont know when to quit ( Read more... )

ok, so im waiting to find out if i am able to go to west va for thanksgiving to see my sister and brother and i guess see my father ( Read more... )

after weeks of silence my father got the courage to say i could come to west va for thanksgiving, the only problem, he cant take off work to pick me up and my aunt and cousins MIGHT go there but they arent sure yet...so i might not be able unless my wonderful ex bf picks me up, like he said he would, but i feel bad.i wish i had some friggin money ( Read more... )

i know, i know, nothing exciting happening to me, BUT kAt is happy, very happy ( Read more... )

I find it hard to do certain things like this, but my feelings are at stake.im over thinking that i have many friends that are there for me.for example, to make you understand better, i am tired of looking at my address book and looking at aim online and so many other things i store names of friends, most of them havent even talked to me in months ( Read more... )