So lately, I've asked myself "Why do you realistically need a boyfriend Randall?". The only thing I could come up with was the fact that I want to settle down and give my all to some guy that'll actually take it for what it is and love me back ( Read more... )

so me and fab. ended up going to starbucks and things seemed pretty okay. we chatted about random stuff and on the way home we kissed a couple of times. he even gave me this sweetest goodnight kiss. he's absolutely adorable. i know though that my age is a problem for him. i just got off the phone with him and he told me that he for sure wants to be ( Read more... )

Dear Self ( Read more... )

Gypsey,

Thank you for the gentle words, the lies you loved to feed.

I enjoyed the kisses, the hand holds too. Did they ever put you in the mood?

You're transparent and broken, a puppet show for all to see.

Constantly hurt by being pulled by your strings, but you continue to be a marionette.

Pretty words, betrayal, and pain all in a days work.

Cause I don't wanna be alone, now ( Read more... )

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you said this
did that

contradict yourself
let me go

old habits die hard
stop lying

be a real man
put it down and live a real life

im over the drama
so over you

The Boy ( Read more... )

My life fucking sucks right now and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it ( Read more... )

For some weird reason I've been feeling very different lately. Im really dissapointed in myself because I dont have a job, my school doesnt start until february, and I dont want to be stuck at my house all the time ( Read more... )