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 i don't think a day goes by in which she does not end up killing herself.
today i will live, she says.

keep your clothes for her, keep all of the dresses, especially the ones that make you sad.

yes, that is what i should do.

i am bored at work. i am relapsing into terrible thinking patterns. i want to lie on the floor and not do anything.

patricia marquez is a philistine

i drove on mulholland drive and through the hills! also i went on the 101 freeway. how many people can say that about their first driving lesson? not many!

is a fucking catastrophe

i am really liking the retro appeal right now

can't help but wish shit was more conceptual these days.

surely something extraordinary must happen soon!