hey every one I'm down here IN germany its really cool i love drinking and clubbing WOO HOO its gonna suck comin back to the states when the only legal thing you can do is smoke which i dont really do there is other things wee do here too though like we went to Dom cathedral this 700 year old cathedral it is AWESOME, the most beautiful thing i have ( Read more... )

jeeze im so sick of living at home now. im just sick of newberg and most of the people in it. i CANNOT stand my sister and i am really dissapointed with my mom. i just want out. im sick of living at home its just a bunch of drama. its ridiculous. i only go home to sleep. seriously. if i have absoutly nothing to do the i will sit in my car at TARGET ( Read more... )

so again its been a really long time since i have updated, i just can't get to a computer with internet, liek i can use the shcool ones like im doing right now but thats only cause no one else is in this room, and my comp at home still isnt set up, and my dad lives like 35 minutes away and it takes a lotta gas and tiem to drive out their so ican't ( Read more... )

so i havent written in awhile part of it is cause we are in the process of moving so i havent had the chance to use anykind of computer until today which sux. um prom was great jason looked super hot and he bought me a beautiful corsage, im hanging it to dry cause its so fricken purty, we went to jessy's houes first so his parents cold take picture ( Read more... )

i think you have changed on me, it wasnt unexpected, i figured it would happen, just not like this. I dont know how you have changed but it feels different, maybe you are unaware of this change or maybe i have changed too. i dont know what to do if things will go back to the way they were, or if time will ease the wrinkles that they have made. i ( Read more... )

wow today i feel really sad and upset, i just want to start crying and i dont even really know exactly why, im sure its just one of those really emotional days that i can never escape from but still. everything i think about seems to bother me today.i think about my friends and how i dont really feel like they are my friends, i mean they are my ( Read more... )

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up ( Read more... )