Okay, so this morning I told the girl in my math class about the party... she said that she was going to be back home in San Fran Saturday and so yeah. I don't know whether it's a good sign or a bad sign or no sign. No use trying to figure that one out. Also attepted to ask Jenna out, several times. I think she just doesn't understand what I ( Read more... )

In the back of my head there's still this spectre of doubt. I wonder if I'm really different, if things have changed. Everybody says people don't change, maybe that's true. I can't tell from my perspective, it's impossible. I know I have more friends now, and I guess that's good. It doesn't help to be worried about women so much. I have all ( Read more... )

Waiting around, hoping everything's alright. I'm tired from surfing, but still planning on going out again tomorrow. Pepper's fine, getting her sleep and all. I hope everything turns out okay, it's not like there's a huge risk, but you always wonder. So 15 more days until move-in. Two weeks until I'm in my new apartment. I'm all excited to ( Read more... )

Damn, now I have to change the number of entries per page, I'm writing too much. I'm scaring myself again. Is it bad that I get pleasure out of the fact that Tran comes to me to talk. When she tells me she misses me because I'm the only person she can talk to seriously, it just feels good. Like I'm needed, wanted. There's a reason I'm here. ( Read more... )