i never see my friends anymore...i miss them so much ( Read more... )

I could be mean ( Read more... )

i am so much better now. i went the other day and bought the coolest color of eyeliner and have fallen in love with it and i also got a new makeup bag and a cd...all that for $19!!! you have to love target...hehe...too bad i didn't find any earings that i liked, i really want some new ones. maybe i'll go back to meryvens and get some more like my ( Read more... )

why even bother anymore...my life has been falling apart for about a month now and now there is no stopping it....i would show you all my other journal but i am not sure if i am ready, i am only willing to show one person and they know who they are

today was interesting. i mean i work for only three hours and am sent home to clean my room for what...from around 3 to 6...so that is 3 hours. but i haven't seen my room that clean in forever. i am so happy that i cleaned it. when i am in the mood to clean i am in the mood to clean. then jackie and brian came over and i made macaroni and cheese... ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ( Read more... )

no work today i am happy. nothing to do today but look forward to valerie's party and think about what my insane family wants me to do for my grandpa on sunday since grandma obviously insnt going to be here....duh. and my goal for the remainderof the month is to find out who is leaking information about me to the entire san diego fire department ( Read more... )

mmm....oh baby oh baby...aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!! hun can you get me some nachos? sure thing ( Read more... )

i am not sure why or what i am writing really...just random ranting and raving. i am not sure about how i feel. i cry for no reason and feel empty inside. i want to be fixed but am scared. i wanna talk but refuse to..and for reasons most dont know that is the worst thing for me to do. i am scared, angery, mad, tired, and lonely as all get out and ( Read more... )