wow, daishas right, this shit is crazy. I remember the first livejournal i had, i had to delete because my mom saw my friends journals and we all got in trouble and i had to make a new one lol.  Soooo, this are crazy different from the last time i posted in here. I'm still dating ricky, coming up on 3 and a half years, and even though we've been ( Read more... )

i hate beeing told how im worthless, and ill never become anything. im nothing, im a peice of shit, and ill never succeed.
im starting to believe it. and beeing reminded of it, doesnt make me want to change. i'll never get out of it.

im a bad daughter.
a bad friend.
a bad girlfriend.

gnifdsbgisbguohdsiuavfiusa

ok sooooooo
maybe my friends think i made the wrong decison....

but it was about god damn time i made a decison for myself.

holy fuck...

thats some crazy shit.

I was cryin' when I met you
 Now I'm tryin' to forget you
 Your love is sweet misery
 I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do to me

am i like a bad friend or something? i feel like it...bah! kat canceled plans with me after saying that we havnt hung out just the 2 of us in forever, because she wasnt gonna "be home"....arrrgh. i give up. what ever. like...this isnt the first time. i dont care.

When i close my eyes, will u fall asleep with me?
your killing me best
can you taste it?
bitter sweet steel.
so cold and tranquil
and i can tell you now u've never seen such a foul pair.

Your killing me best.

i just got back from 7eleven. im so happpy i got a slurpee....mmmmm. im addicted. i stayed home from school. and it was nice, i relaxed and talked to frosty for a while. i wanna talk to my sam! i missed her big muches today! =( im watchin nanny 911...these kids are bitches. i ahve to pee sooooo bad. i dunno what to write ( Read more... )

i cant stop sneezing. it sucks. i hate being sick. i just bullshitted with my mom for like 2 hours. thats always fun. i dont have to work tomorrow....woot woot! im so happy. all ive been doin lately is workin. i hung out with my friends this weekend but i really havnt been able to lately. i need to get paid...bad. i owe char $25...and i need gas ( Read more... )