i want to crawl in a hole and die.

just a reminder. the show at the Armory is on SATURDAY ( Read more... )

i have a job.

im hostessing at Texas Road House...

orientation is tomorrow.

:)

i havent updated this in awhile. maybe because i've been grounded. hmm ( Read more... )

better than better even! my life is amazing again. i have my amazing boy back and...i could just burst, im so full of joy! i've had a smile on my face all evening! i'm just....WONDERFUL!

today i went to see my new therapyst...she's a nice lady. and i hardly cried. btw. she think's you're stupid for leaving me.

Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

no i dont cry on the outside anymore.

pathetic.
crying constantly.
not being able to sleep because im crying.
this sucks.
i love you.

i wish you would love me.

because im dieing without you.