so my weekend...included a massive drunkin fight with me and kim against the boys including my uncle joey uncle mike and arnee (it was so dumb) anyways the phone rings so I stick my hand out cause I know its for me...uncle joey answers it says nothing, evil grin, then hangs it up...so I say who was it and he says no one just some mci bull shit ( Read more... )

Monday ( Read more... )

OK....I said that I couldn't wait til my brother left(even though I do love him) so that things could go back to normal, and their wouldnt be anymore fighting, but then yesterday morning it was just like how it use to be...having fun, laughing non stop, comfort, and affection. I never wanted it to end....When it came time for him to leave (the ( Read more... )

So today I had the chance to go and see Rigo and I decided hmmmm....maybe i should just wait this weekend and go next because it's my brother's last day. But no he goes out with a girl and meets new friends the night before and so today he's going out with them. SO i sat and did nothing then ate jack in the crack...then went to boodizzle's house ( Read more... )

So my brother, Blair, from England has come to visit and his departure is almost here and I can only think "Great, another 6 years til I see him again...." (even though he says he'll be back at Christmas with the boys...www.4thba5e.com. ) And though I'm sad he's leaving, a part of me is relieved...anytime my uncle has been pissed off at Blair this ( Read more... )

so i find it funny how the worst year of my life. loosing a job, falling so deep into drugs, loosing my family, rigo went to jail, i lost my my morals, and, my resept. yet it was the best time of my life. More friends then i imagined. i never i picked up the phone to call anyone cause the phone was always ringing with people calling me....im ( Read more... )

To: Whom I love, Theresa ( Read more... )

So i woke up sat around decorated my room a little bit with some poems in a creative way..........and then I talked to my baby...he's in a new dorm with like 480 other people and he says its ok but I dont like it....waayyyy too many people, he wanted to call me at 2pm and couldnt until 8 thats how busy the phones are in this particular dorm. Plus ( Read more... )

so my day started out with me leaving at 3 am to go get marios drunk ass and he wanted to go to the Mo Mo (the motel he stays at like 5 times a week cause he doesnt have a place to sleep when his sister decides to randomly sleep in his bed). So I droppped him off came back home and went to sleep. (for like 2 hours ( Read more... )

When I look back ( Read more... )