school has been going on for the past 3 weeks or so....alli can say is that im already bored with it. for some reason ive been lazy and havent been doing any of my hw for any of my classes....i think it's because i work too much and im tired all the time. damn! i think i need to work less....hopefully they schedule me less this week. though....i ( Read more... )

so if u guys don't already know...i got a new job!!! im very happy to get out of BRU since TRU and them are splitting up. hours have been cut really badly and things will continue to get worst until BRU splits from TRU completely...which will not oocur until fiscal year 2005 (feb. 2005). im glad im getting out....because i have a feeling that BRU ( Read more... )

summer school has come to an end...thank god! i took my final this past thursday...hopefully i did well. i really hate math....but i know i have to take it. i have 2 more semesters at mt sac before i get to go over to cal poly! once i get to cal poly i have 1 year there and then i graduate....if things go as planned. then it's time to do my ( Read more... )

sometimes i get to the point where i can't take anymore....i pretty much feel that way right now. i started to cry for no reason today....too much crap is coming my way. i know it's my fault for not doing what i needed to........i can't explain....but i think it's more than just that. do u ever feel like your falling apart? i do...and i do now.... ( Read more... )

ive realized that not all of my friends are my true friends....it makes me sad to think this....but i guess ive always known. time to rework things....but at least i know i still have tiff, charles, andy, alex, and jeremy there for me...so im not alone =). it's more important to have some friends that care...than alot of friends who don't. at least ( Read more... )

so yeah....just been chilling with charles since my parents have been gone...its great to wake up and see his lovely face in the morning. it's great to kiss him goodbye and kiss him goodnight....damn i love this! yesterday we went back to his parents house...since they are out of town...charles and andy go back to get mail and check on the house. ( Read more... )

well...what's been going on? last weekend bryan and nahoe (pronounced nah-way) went to anime expo 2004. we volunteered...kinda weird because i saw the same volunteers from last year. this year they started letting minors volunteer...and they thought i was only 17...even though i put 23 on my volunteer form...so i had to go hike back to my car to ( Read more... )

i got pretty pissed at charles....which sometimes i feel pretty stupid when i look back on it. but i have a good point. charles was going to hang out with one of his friends...who happens to be a girl and a girl he use to like....umm yeah...enough said ( Read more... )

june 21st was me and charles' 1 year anniversary...we celebrated on june 19th. he surprised me and took me to the chase suites hotel...which is somehwere i always wanted to stay at. chase suites have a jaccuzi in every room!!!! our room was nice....sweety filled the jaccuzi for us...and we sat in the tub with a candle and just cuddled up. it was ( Read more... )

this week has been pretty good...the asshat of a customer now and then at work....but nothing my wit can't handle. i finally got my spoiler on my car...which is kinda like an addiction....now i want more mods on my car...its insane how bad it can get. this might sound weird...but it's kinda like having sex with someone you love so much...you do it ( Read more... )