Being home is less strange than I had thought it would be. Which is good. It is definitely strange though. I feel like Garden State captured this emotion beautifully. Once you leave the house that you grew up in, where is home? Your new apartment? Your dorm? The place you grew up in feels familiar, but foreign ( Read more... )

Call me selfish, but I am beginning to very much enjoy the idea that come three months from now I will only have to account for myself. I believe it is an opportunity that I will grow a lot from. I am sure there will be extremely shitty times, and utterly amazing ones ( Read more... )

Well I am now home from my trip across the U.S. I'd say that that trip was much needed, even though it just made this semester even harder. More work, work, work. There was not a bad day while I was in San Francisco. The sun shown down, the temp stayed adequate. I was definitely grateful for all of it. I made sure to stop every once in a while to ( Read more... )

Everything seems pretty quiet. Good or bad? who knows, who cares. I honestly do not know why I am so moody. I don't have anything terrible that is currently ongoing. Just a general, meh-ness to everything. Christmas- Once looked at as a spirited time, now just seems like another cold holiday. Gift, sure, but what about after that, did I really know ( Read more... )

Well senior year. Here it is. This much closer to college, but that much further. I just finished the bullshit known as the college app process. The only thing that I have left with my senior research paper is to revise my first draft. So the bulk of senior year is past me, however things still feel like any other semester of high school. I don't ( Read more... )

!!ATTENTION: LANGUAGE FOUND IN THIS POST MAY BE FOUND OFFENSIVE BY SOME!!

College can suck my motherfucking dick.

Seriously.

that is all.

This week I had a really good conversation with a friend. It was refreshing to just go out on a week night and just hangout drink a couple cups of coffee and discuss college, girls, sex mixes, and anything else we could think of. I have a feeling I will need a lot of these conversations in the upcoming months ( Read more... )

I find my thoughts consumed with thinking about the future, fuck that. All the time I spend thinking about it, I waste time in the present.

Two hour drives through town can be very therapeutic.

Weird times man, weird times.
Whats to come?

Lately I have found that I'm not much in the mood for talking about things, I'd rather just dont talk about them until they become a non-issue. Healthy, no. Easy, yes.

What the hell am I going to do this year?