So its probably not good to have that last entry be the first one in my journal now. Its time for a new one ( Read more... )

Ouch. Breakups are painful. I didn't want to and we didn't define it as a breakup but lets be honest, that's what it was. I thought I was ready for this but no, no I am not. Basically he said he is really into his schoolwork and not into a relationship. He thinks I'm cool and likes hanging out with me. He wants to be friends at the very least. I ( Read more... )

Finals are over thank you god. I did pretty ok I think. Sean is coming over sometime in the near future. I don't think he got that I meant come over right now when I said come over whenever you feel like it. Come on Emily, be more direct. I am soooo nervous. I'm so nervous around him. How am I going to do this? I don't want to break up. He sounded ( Read more... )

Quick update. There's not much to update on though. We had a conversation last night on the phone but not really about anything significant. I did get the feeling though that he's just super into his work and doesn't think about much else while he's in this mode. Which made me feel better. I mentioned I'd be here if he wanted a study break and he ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I spelled inebriated right or correctly. Probably not. But this is a drunk livejournal post! Woho! I'm about ready to go to sleep but just so I can post it, I will. My boyfriend is being non-affectionate lately. He's depressed. It sucks. Someone told me tonight that the first 2 weeks are the best and it'll never be that good after that ( Read more... )

Despite the Thing (more about this later), this weekend was a blast. I drove over to Seattle on Friday with Hope, Sean and his roomate Chris. We saw Saves the Day on Friday and Death Cab for Cutie on Saturday. The drive over was fun. It was pretty much a sing along the entire way.

After some awesome navigation in Seattle by Hope, we found the club ( Read more... )

So yeah. Ignore the last post, that guy isn't on the radar anymore. But there's a new one and I have a boyfriend! Its so awesome! I've never had a boy I like like me back before. I met him through facebook which is just slightly dorky. He's in a club where they try to arrange rides to Seattle for concerts, I offered him a ride to Saves the Day and ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say that I have a huge monster crush on a guy that doesn't like me and it sucks! I hate to be the pathetic livejournal poster but I am so sick of being alone. And I'm not alone at all. I have such good friends and I'm so grateful for them but I've never had a relationship and its something I think about every day. That it must be ( Read more... )

Yeah, so no real reason for this update other to let people I'm still alive. Stuff is pretty much the same, but good. My friend Reid introduced me to his friend Hope and now we're the trio. They are my best friends here. We hang out on the weekned and they get drunk and I laugh at/with them. Boys are really freakin frustrating. All I know is I'd ( Read more... )

I am in love with my hair. Its shorter than I've ever had it in my life but I love it! I'll post some pictures once my parents ship up the digital camera ( Read more... )