lemme also say that someone tried very hard for my birthday and i didn't show my appreciation as much as i wanted to.

thank you to everyone that wished me a happy birthday.. but to be honest it just wasn't a very good day.

so i move into the apartment with amanda friday. well sunday is when we're moving the big things...

when/if i get married (and yes i'm posting this now tho it's prolly years away) my guys standing up will be vince, kraft, and dave. if they all accept.

i officially quit poker today

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I am not who I was. I'm here and now, and I never want to be who I was again.
If I could do it all over again I would change everything I did that I now know was wrong.
If I could fix it all I would a million times over.
All I can do it try and hope that it's enough. Cause I am trying... won't you meet me half way?

what do you do when you finally give up hope?

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fuck off.