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When all thats left is a 4 letter lie, you cant look past being selfish?
Well its me once again. Im still in this giant sandbox. Its been really windy lately. Like blow you over windy. It sucks sometimes cause its to much sand flying in your face. Its almost like sitting in a sauna with a hair dryer blowing in your face while someone throws sand in your eyes. Yeah it sucks. So hmmm right now I have a huge fucking ( Read more... ) -
LIfe in General....
Well its been a long time since I have written in this. I'm still deployed right now. I have a short time left here. Which makes me think. Do I even want to go home. So much bullshit back home. Yeah I miss my car and certain other things. But what is life gonna be like when I get back. If there is so much bullshit from me being here how is ( Read more... ) -
Is this whats left?
So I havent been on here in years so I thought I might try it again. I doubt anyone still reads it but if it helps me vent then ok. Ive been doing a lot of writting lately. A lot of lyrics come and go through my head. Im sick of people fucking you over. Im sick of the world in general how nothing ever works out the way you want it to. So for ( Read more... ) -
When all thats left is yourself
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The things that make it seem better
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Its been a long ass time.......
Well its been a whole since I have even typed on this damn thing, but im bored so I guess I'll hit it up for a while. So I am heading over to afganistan with special forces. I have deployment orders all the way up to 2009. So I guess I'll re-enlist and get the 25 grand bonus tax free and all. Im pretty excited to go. Me and my crew went out ( Read more... ) -
The boys are back in town......
So I am back in Fort Braggdag. It really sucks. The boys welcomed me back and all, but its just so lonely here. I got married yesterday to the most amazing girl in the universe. She is my best friend and my companion. I love her with all my heart more than I have loved anyone in the past. But this morning we had to walk our seperate ways. I ( Read more... ) -
Bored with nothing to do....
So here I am again and its been a while. I came home the 5th of June. I had surgery so that is the reason I am home. I went in Monday morning into surgery to remove a tumor. I woke up to my fiance, mom, and sister sitting there waiting for me. It was suppose to be a 4 day off work thing. Then it turned into a 10 day thing. Then it stood at ( Read more... ) -
The reasons I love Miranda More..........
Many people dont think that me and my fiance will work. I love negative re-enforcement because it gets me far in life if you haven;t noticed....Look where I am and look where most of you still are. They never thought I would make it this far in life or in the military. Well I am damn good at what I do and what better person to share it with, ( Read more... ) -
Insert blog name here..........
So its about that time again. Mainly because I am bored with nothing to do. Not a whole lot is going on right now. Its that time of the month again for NCO's in this battery. We have gone back to Basic Training all over again. Shits getting retarded. It just makes me want to get out of this place so much faster than I already want to. I ( Read more... )