i went to get my hair cut today. mum had to take me which wasn't great but we managed. i cant believe i used to spend much more time with her, she really does my head in. i guess i didnt have much choice back then though ( Read more... )

i've been a bit mental the past couple of weeks, well i say mental, but i should probably say emotional. i ran out of my amitryptiline a couple of weeks ago and though id got some from a friend, i was taking a lower dose and have had withdrawel symptoms ever since.

i feel like i used to before i started taking anything, well in my bad patches ( Read more... )

jenny and i made it down to jo's on monday no problem. the train company got us a taxi to take us from peterborough to cambridge as there was work on the line and it would have been a coach otherwise. so that was cool. and the taxi guy was so nice, he bought us a bottle of water each ( Read more... )

well i made it here to gaz's ok. only had a slight hiccup missing one connection but was only an hour later than i was meant to be ( Read more... )

dad made it into work today, he seems ok tonight, just tired. he said it went ok. so hopefully the rest of the week will go ok too ( Read more... )

it was such a lovely day and so warm i actually went outside (shock horror! :P) i lay outside with my book and some music, it was really nice. i even put clothes on, shorts it was that warm. i watched the clouds for ages, and listened to a bit of enigma and r.e.m. i love getting lost in music ( Read more... )

dads boss came round today to sort out him going back to work on monday. i think he's just going to go for it, full-time and everything. that was his plan anyway ( Read more... )

i've been wanting to write something for days now, but as always theres so much rushing through my head i don't know where to start.

as a wise girl said to me, 'we are all a product of circumstance' and 'its just the way it is'

for now, that will do.

today is a good day. only one more sleep before i can be with my girl again. yay! :D ( Read more... )

after jenny wrote a quote in her diary the other day, ive been trying to remmeber one i saw recently that a really liked but i coudln't remember it exactly. i just thought i might know who it was by. i kept going on the hunger site where im pretty sure i saw it but it was always a different one. but ive managed to find it now so i thought id share ( Read more... )