today i ended up doing a radio interview for our local station. i have no idea what i said but there u go. ayme phoned up and said they were looking for someone and had contacted ayme to find a local person. i couldnt say no really. they wanted to know a bit about m.e. and how it affected me and stuff. i think it went ok. only trouble is i couldnt ( Read more... )

i saw a bit of a program last night called make me beautiful please, and it reminded me of how i used to feel. a few years ago i got really into my looks and was really unhappy with my body and my face. i felt like i was really fat (the fact that i was and am a size 10/12 didnt make any difference, i still felt fat) and i hated loads of bits of my ( Read more... )

somebody please give me a kick up the arse and knock some sense into me.

im so fed up of myself.

a year ago today jenny was here at my house, we kissed and have been together ever since ( Read more... )

my life seems so pointless and insignificant with everything thats going on, but anyway, i guess we all have to carry on with something so here goes ( Read more... )

i love stephen fry ( Read more... )

i've felt a bit messed up lately, and im not entirely sure why, cause theres not much going on - as usual ( Read more... )

its red nose day today, i've got my t shirt on. i like red nose day and the whole comic relief charity. its one that really grabs me, i like where the money goes and what it does for people. it always helps me put things in perspective ( Read more... )

mum and dad are away this weekend. its the loughborough meet-up. i didn't want to go this time. i always end up going a bit mental. i forget how intense it is and how much it takes it out of me being with 'normal' people non stop for a weekend. its always nice to see everyone but i just didn't feel like going. im looking forward to another weekend ( Read more... )

these are funny ( Read more... )