Today I will leave my room.
Today I will eat food.
Today I will quit oversleeping.
Today I will stop crying.
Today I will change my clothes and brush my hair (maybe even wash my face).
Today I will wear more than just a camisole in the cold.
Today I will fucking get over myself and move on.

At least, that's the plan.

It's really hard knowing you can never again have something you want so badly. It's even harder knowing it's right within reach ( Read more... )

My life is amazing because my camera was in my car.

I've prepared 3 of 5 topics for my Race and Genetics midterm. I don't really want to prepare the other questions, I just kind of want her to not choose them.

My father is going to kill me. I can't find my camera ( Read more... )

( Why Tom is the bestest in the world )

I've been doing a fair amount of updating recently, and in keeping with that, I am going to rant about how boys are stupid and how I don't understand what good they are if they're going to go to bed at night. Especially because I haven't really seen him in AGES. I haven't spent the night in Oberholzer since last Thursday. My hormones are raging ( Read more... )

It is 2:30 in the morning and I am finally printing out my second paper for tomorrow (er...today). Man, I am so tired in the previously-over-caffeinated kind of way. Caffeinated doesn't look quite right there, but I'm going to attribute that to the fact that I'm in the crashing stage that inevitably follows drinking a million cups of very strong ( Read more... )

I went to bed at 10:30 last night. Woke up at 9:00 this morning cause Logan called me; I have no doubt I would have slept until at least 11:00 if she hadn't called. Instead of finishing my first paper between waking up and leaving to pick her up, I played with all my jewelry that I haven't worn in a long time. Put all of it on, then took most of ( Read more... )

If I am sick, I am going to be very angry.

What does one do with an extra hour? One of my classes has been cancelled due to Yom Kippur and -- annoyingly -- it is not the earliest one, nor is it the latest one. It's the one in the middle. So now I have this time to do with myself whatever I so please until 2:30 (well, 2:15 if you count the trek back to Olin) and I'm kind of lost. I've ( Read more... )