After reading Aashish's entry all I could think about is lying on grass and looking up at the sky. See the funny little clouds go by. How is it in my mind it seems more fun than it actually is ( Read more... )

The car has no AC. The car has no radio ( Read more... )

Its funny how I have gotten on AIM recently and had nothing to say whatsoever....maybe I'll just go on a break. Hehehe...to anyone that cares...we are on a break. I just want to get on aim and talk to others but I realized I have nothing to say....oh well ( Read more... )

Watched The Sum of All Fears and as all good movies...I want to be the lead character. So far I want to be the one that saves humanity from being trapped in a machine, an insomniac that beats themselves up, spy, and now a CIA agent. Grr...why cant I major in this ( Read more... )

Bachelorettes in Alaska....riiiiight. Apparently, it allows the women to choose a mate. So there was nothing else on and I watched it for a little while. Find true love ect. I thought it would be more like Who Want to Marry a Millionaire, but women unlike the men would rather spend some time getting to know the other person. Like they spent a week ( Read more... )

So today I'm sitting here in my prom dress and a Santa Hat I found on the table. It's all wrinkled...my prom dress that is. How is it I'm fucking 18 and missing my childhood aleady ( Read more... )

Crap I have to apply for San Jac on June 3...with all the other rejects that havent applied yet. I have so many classes I have to take there...English, History1&2, Gov 1&2, and Physics 1 or 2. I have yet to decide what to do...in life in general. Funny thing is theres nothing at college for me I want. Some days I wonder if I would be as happy or ( Read more... )

So I went to sowm's house today and talked for hours...like 4-5...something insane like that. I dont know what I would do without her. We were actually talking about that....I mean both of us know there are some that we would be sad losing but we would really be upset if we lost each other. How else could we make Sameer jokes ( Read more... )

After I came back from getting a job application from Ninfa's:
"Those estra-bostra (referring to mexicans) aren't going to give you lots of tips."-Mom

Actually, I think I like the bad news all at once...lets my defense mechanisms kick in a little faster...soon this will all be forgotten.

Okay, I will make this journal entry public. I am going on vacation with my family even though all of us are adults now. I will try to keep from killing myself, but no promises....come on we're going to Grand Canyon...it is just too easy!