So this is what its like to feel nothing. I leave today. I dont know when ill be back. I can always humour them by saying "soon", but who knows. Whats it gunna be like without them? Empty, lonly, painful. I dont wana go but i kno i cant stay. How can i make it without them? I bearly make it with them. The train ride home is alays the hardest. I ( Read more... )

KARA, best friend ( Read more... )

the static waves from my phone slowly make the screen of the luminated computer shake. I ignor it long enough for it to ring out loud. I evenutally reach over and pick it up.....PRIVATE NUMBER....ANSWER REJECT the screen reads! I dont usually answer private numbers but forsome reason the answer key is pressed before i even think of who it may be! " ( Read more... )

Name: tahlia fawdry ( Read more... )

for the last month (even tho its felt like an eternity) ive been avoiding what the real problem is! Its been staring me right in my expressionless face, i have nothing ( Read more... )

If you had to think about it or were asked how much longer you think you have on this earth what would be your answer? Can u see yourself having children? Getting married? Retiering? Getting older and older? I cant even see myself growing up let alone growing old ( Read more... )

have u ever really sat down and thought about all the things in the world? There is so many different aspects of life! What if there is someone over the other side of the world whos life is exactly like yours and there are doing the same thing as u at this exact miniute! as unlikly as this may sound its not impossible ( Read more... )

i go home tomoro! i have mixed emotions about that! im glad im going so i can see the very few ppl that care about me again! hannah, kara, joel, row and i hate to say it but my mom too! i dont wana leave tho cuz of *HIM*! i dont wana turn my bak on 'us'! its been 2 yrs and i have never gave up and now i am. i am turing my back on some1 who means ( Read more... )

sometimes i remember you as the person i swear you never even were! i see your smile and your reassuring face but did i take a plain picture and edit it in my own head?!! its starting to seem that way! i only think about you about every few seconds! but do i even ever cross your mind? you know i would do anything for you and im starting to see that ( Read more... )

last nite was pretty kool tho! well ( Read more... )