sooooooo....fucking......bored

its amazing what you can find out when youre bored and taking random online quizzes


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why when something is going awesome...when its the best thing that ive ever had in my entire life...how do i manage to always find a way to fuck it up.

how is it at all possible that tomorrow is 1 month since my dad passed away. i cant even cope with that fact. i thought a couple of days was bad. comparatively with a month a couple of days is nothing. i dont know what im going to do. i miss him so much sometimes. sometimes i forget hes gone and itll hit me randomly that it happened and its ( Read more... )

so this if my first update of 2005...not really a lot to tell...i had an excellent new years eve/new years day...but since then my life has been fucked...my dad passed away on january second and im still trying to cope with that...although with the help of a lot of people i find myself making it thru these tough days...the steelers won yesterday ( Read more... )

im just sitting here at 4:15 a.m. thinking about what to write...alas i have nothing but i wanted to post something...so heres my post kids...haha...its over...leave...wait its not over yet...cant wait to start working/going to school again...it will make me a much happier person...anyways thats all now

man i dunno

seems like nothings changing but the weather....except how i feel...where i felt terrible about what happened between me and heather these past two days...i feel sooooo much better today...i dunno what happened...i guess it has a lot to do with the fact that im one step away from having a new job...just say yes to interviews at EB...plus some of my ( Read more... )

so today....today is...just today...was seeing this girl Heather...but shit got crazy fucked up last nite and now theres a catch in my throat...and i choke on it...because its a damn catch in my throat...i really really liked this one...only to find out that the minute she met my best friend...there was an immediate attraction with her to him...so ( Read more... )

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