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[randystuart]

i am fucking miserable. emotionally, physically, EVERYTHING. i am FUCKING m-i-s-e-r-a-b-l-e. i am soooo sick right now. my allergies are going crazy. they have been actually. for the past two or three months now EVERY single day my ears have been ringing. it drives me crazy. half the time i can't sleep at night because of it. i went to the doctor

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[linkkk]

im sorry :(

[randystuart]

not your fault, but thank you.

[randystuart]

i have no job, no money, no school, no cell phone, no license, no car, no cigarettes, rarely food, i need to go to the doctors VERY VERY badly but nope..can't. i thought moving to texas was going to make things better. bullshit. but i mean...it did...in a way...FUCK i dont know. fuck life man, fuck it, but goddamnit i love it. :/

well come to texas and be broke and shitty with me! haha.

[randystuart]

what happened? YES! only thing i need money to get there, hahahaha. oh SHIT.

[amore_per_voi]

I may not be there with you

[randystuart]

ashley i want you in my summertime again.

[randystuart]

summer time*

[amore_per_voi]

i know.
i loved the summer with you.
it was amazine.

this summer.
i will hang out with you.
somehow.

[chapstickisrad]

i honestly had a little bit of hope that when matt left, you'd come back here and live with your grandparents... then i found out that they decided to forget about building a house here, and move to texas with the rest of you. how long is matt going to be gone for. you're the strongest person i know, jordan. if you just hang on a little longer, i'm totally serious when i say that i think if you and matt just got away from everything and started over somewhere else, it would be for the best. there's obviously nothing there for you to help you in life in any way at all

[randystuart]

honestly, i was thinking about that like three days ago but i talked to my mom and she told me they bought a house in austin like they originally planned. melanie, i want to be in arkansas right now. thats where i know people more...or something...i don't know...i feel comfortable there because i've moved around so much in my life arkansas was really the only place i got to settle down at and have friends and i only lived there for two years...but i met some of the most amazing people. i want to move out. bad. but i have no way to get started. its so confusing but i know one day it will be settled or close to it..or something like that. i love you and i miss you.