I don't know if those lyrics are right, but oh well...that songs kind of a good description of how I'm feeling right now....life has become confusing....I used to feel pretty together....now, there's a lot of things I want to change in me....I want the air cleared from relationships.... I want a break from school...I'm bombarded w/hwk and I've got ( Read more... )

I totally just failed my first math exam for this quarter....my first one is normally bad, but I didn't even finish all the problems....I'm feelin' pretty stressed about math and physics....my 1st physics exam and homework scores haven't been great....and I've got exam 2 on Monday....ugg. Aside from school....things are going ok....the women's ( Read more... )

Man, I really wanna go shopping today...but I've still got homework to do and I'm gonna go workout soon... I slept in this morning, so I'm a lil behind on my "schedule" for the day...but I really needed the sleep. Felt soo good! gotta run...

Well, since my last entry was pretty depressing...but I've felt a lil better the past few days...still struggle with self-image stuff, but that's a non-stop problem for me anyway...it doesn't help that there's been a bunch of good but unhealthy stuff around recently for me to eat...don't feel like I have much discipline, but I'm tryin' to work on ( Read more... )

I miss feeling like myself...I can't really explain how I'm feeling, I guess, but things just....aren't going how I'd like them too...and it feels lonely... Old friends gone; new friends few...I dunno, I just wish I wasn't so frustrated by some various things in life...when's God coming back?? .......where are you?......save me from my own ( Read more... )

I don't really have much to write about, but I feel like a bum for not using my livejournal...what can I say? My life's boring...and I've gotta go back to school on Monday, and I really don't want to...cause that means I've gotta get up really stinkin' early...trying to workout before school and all...cause if I don't do it in the morning before I ( Read more... )

This week has been a good kind of reflective week, I think. Arminda's memorial service gave me a lot to think about...to be thankful for...to remember and not take for granted...and also - it being Good Friday and Easter weekend - I've felt closer to God lots more this week than other times recently... (helps not having school to distract me). Nate ( Read more... )