Does the past ever really leave us? And, if so, how? If you love someone, and they stop loving you, do you ever really get over that? And if you do, how do you know? Lately, I've become obsessed with these queations...posessed even. It seems impossible to trust so blindly, feeling the whole time you're being led into oncoming traffic. Feeling the ( Read more... )

They say that your past always has a way of catching up to you, and for once I actually understand this. Our past is who we are, it's what we carry into every relationship and every experience in the future. It's how we learn who we are, and even more importantly, who we are not. A person's past plays a huge part in how they live their life, from ( Read more... )

After everything you have put me through, the fact that you have the audacity to even dial my phone number is absolutley unbelieveable. You're lucky I still let you breathe the same AIR as me ( Read more... )

There's some people that, no how matter how hard you try, you never truly get over. We think that it's something we're doing wrong, or that something's missing from our new relationships, if we can't let go of the past. But that's just the problem: there is no letting go. There is no moving on. All we can do is move foward, take one day at a time, ( Read more... )

hehehe i stole this from Liz who stole it from jess who stole it from marylou!! <3 ( Read more... )

This is something I wrote on my Myspace Blog in January of 2006. Three Years ago ( Read more... )

When you look back on your life, you won't remember most of the things that seem so important right now. All of the pain, confusion, chaos, and unpredictability will be nothing more than a blur. It's the little things in life that mean the most. These are the things you're going to remember, and these are the things that you'll miss one day. ( Read more... )

I feel like the only time I'm ever really happy is when I'm outside of Massapequa. There's just too many memories there, and I can't deal with it anymore. I just want to forget about everything and start over. I've been trying to do this since I first got to Binghamton, but it's easier said than done. I want something new. Something different. ( Read more... )

I'm not looking for us ( Read more... )

Lately, all I've been doing is thinking about the past. Wondering if life is nothing more than a game that I've been playing all wrong. I let the wrong people in, and shut out the ones who really matter. And now, I can't even remember who those people are. I can't tell the difference anymore, and I end up trusting people who fuck me over. And I'm ( Read more... )