Today in itself has been an all around interesting day. I have been in a state of solitude for a while and when I am around people recently it seems as if I always have to be on the defensive. A certain group of people that I am near frequently make a habit of questioning all of my actions and degrading my choice of life but get pissed whe I react ( Read more... )

I just had to write my second paper for my writing class this semester and we had to write about a post modernist we felt embodied the movement. I chose a sculptor named Eva Hesse who I didnt know very much about but while writing this 5 page paper I almost feel like I began to connect to this womans life as an artist. I started getting a little ( Read more... )

I've been talking to people here and there lately since I've been away and havent been able to see people or talk to them like I used to and I have to say I am disgusted with the way people are treating themselves. I feel like so many people are a bunch of quiters. They are the first to sign up on a list of high morals or put themselves into a ( Read more... )

Disconnected from an existance bleaker than prison but in a heightened state it feels so cold and dark. In that disenchanted period of time, during the bleak, cold, greyist of winters a deep and saddened fire burned so bright but as that winter came to an end something began to slowly fade away ( Read more... )

Spring Break next week.

I come home friday after classes.

Lots of things floating in this head.

Long tangent to come once I'm in the safety of connecticut.

Get at me if you want to see me I'll be home until atleast tuesday.

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As of thursday my first semester of college will be over and my grades will be sent to the foundations office on friday afternoon at noon. If I get all of my work in order and my finishing touches I should do decent in my 3 foundation classes. I hope to just pass art history. I didnt do so well in the class because i couldnt stay awake for lectures ( Read more... )

1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will ( Read more... )

I went to see mae and circa survive tonight. Mae was alright, the set dragged on for waaayyyy to long. I got to meet dory's friend anthony who happens to be the singer of circa survive/former singer of saosin/secret member of the sounds of animals fighting. He was a really funny and obscure guy. His voice sound perfect live so I give him props for ( Read more... )

I've managed to not purchase the internet or cable, I've kept away from my crazy internet addiction and wendys for the most part, and I've managed to suck at keeping in contact with life lol.

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