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God I love spring.The smell of fresh growing things,the warmth,the feel of accomplishing something.Hurray,I finally did something creative.Just finished a short film.It probably won't be an especially good film,but I felt good about my performance.Also I am co-writing a screenplay with josiah and some of his friends about a week in the life of some ( Read more... )

Another dreary rainy Feburary day,I sit here contemplating how things could possibly be worse(but I know they could be,i.e.at least its not snowing).I did get to see the remake(the retooling) of the Pink Panther.I have to say,even though it was fairly funny in places,I was thouroughly disappointed.Don't get me wrong,Steve Martin is a fabulous ( Read more... )

I am sitting here listening to the song "Toxicity" by systme of a down, and wondering why I can't come up with something as cool and creative as that.Its not really a complicated song(at least not lyrically),but it is so well put together.But it's not some stupid pop song.I just like the rhythymic and dynamic changes and how they work so well ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is,the weather,or the lack of sunlight,but I just can't seem to break this depressed feeling.It seems like everyday I just drag my ass home,and plop down on the couch and just veg out until about 10 thirty.I don't want to do anything,talk to anyone,see anything.It just freaking SUCKS!!I haven't done my Yoga in like two weeks.I ( Read more... )

Time and money;you never seem to have enough of either.We always seem to be willing to trade one for the other.We rent hours of our life to get money,and spend money to get time to relax.It's a vicious cycle.There has to be a way to beat this thing.Why do we always have to go so hard and reach so far to get things that we are not really sure we ( Read more... )

Some days I just can't seem to find my center.I just can't seem to focus my energy.It's as if the world is pruposefully blocking me.Maybe I try TOO hard.Maybe I just lack patience.If my new job has shown me anything,it's that there are people who are in much worse shape than me.There are people who live in constant,unendurable pain(and I mean ( Read more... )

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Its absolutely amazing how the universe sometimes seems to just work things out for you.I have always had a very secret desire to play the cello.I would never just go out looking for one though.Then,suddenly,without warning a very nice almost new one just(sort of) falls into my lap.Hmm.Weird huh?I found a book on the basics of playing.It is so

Every time I perform I feel at complete peace.Its like,this is the only place that I am completely at ease.Up on stage in front of people.Which is really wierd since I don't really like people all that much.In face I can count on both hands(well maybe feet too) the total number of people (other than my family)that I really love,or even respect. ( Read more... )