ever since school started, life has been really damn hectic. I have homework and tests all the freaking time. its hard enough just to pay attention at school without falling asleep. I told myself this year that I wouldnt get distrcted by friends and "special greenery activities" but it's starting all over. I'm making new friends and getting ( Read more... )

so Ive been to three days of school and I'm already tired of it. my classes are okay though. I'm taking psychology, anatomy/physiology, analysis, sculpture, critical viewing, english and thats all so far. later on im taking plant science and business management. I think this will be a good year. not easy or anything, but I like my lunch and I have ( Read more... )

so... busy time! lol thats me lately. I went to penn state to move my brotha into his apt. and Jess accompanied me lol Im glad she did. we walked around town like zombies cause we had about 5 hrs of sleep. I like it there a lot and mostly because its chill and its all older college peoples who arent lame like newtown youngins. Im pretty damn sure ( Read more... )

I'm tired of putting on this fucking happy face but I can't even describe how I feel or why I'm upset. I thought everything was okay and back to normal but I think I'm worse off than I was when I felt depressed in springtime. please don't ask me whats wrong because I cant tell you, I dont even know why I cry everyday now.

I just wish that everything would be okay already. with everyone. I hate this drama

my eyes are burning. I am waiting for tim and kacy to finish eating FOOD and then were going out. I was taking a nap earlier and spongebob came on during it and I had this extravagant dream about how him and patrick got stranded on an island somewhere and were trying to find their way out, and all the dialogue on the show was in my dream. I woke up ( Read more... )

Im exhausted. I had work from 7-3 and then I came home and had a margarita with my mom. And yes it was an alcoholic one. Then I went baby shower shopping with christie for tomorrow and then I picked up jess and we chilled til now. Two days ago I worked for 11 hrs straight. that was terrible. I was late today, like a half hour. my boss stopped ( Read more... )

senior pictures were today... :P I woke up at 11:40 and I had to shower get ready and be there by 1:40. I made it though. Then I stopped over at jess' house and we just chilled for awhile. Her and I are going to penn state not this saturday but the next to help move my brother in and I wanna show her the campus. We are thinking of going together ( Read more... )

work was so long today. I was being ridiculous and wierd as PER usual. lol and I decided like a flippin idiot to tell tyler I liked him. he said he had no idea and things like he "totally wants to be friends" and he "never thought of me that way". and I was talkin to my new zealand friend and last night he randomly said - I knew we should have made ( Read more... )

I got my haircut today! It's short but I like it now. Then I went to New Hope with my parents cause I am grounded for coming in 45 min past curfew last night lol. just for today and tomorrow though and I can have people over. Yesterday was warped tour! it rocked except that jess couldnt go cause Im the dumbass who lost her ticket. I lose everything ( Read more... )