She was in her mid-twenties, and she lived in a small house with her father, who barely ever left his room.  It was a village that was within reach of a big city where they got everything they needed to live; it was in a desert that was bordered by an ocean.  A place full of contradictions ( Read more... )

I awoke in an empty flat that told me nothing
and I knew that I had to get away.
White had tried to erase my identity,

but the Sleepwalkers had saved my mind.
 

Yesterday, I trashed my machine ( Read more... )

That was the difference.
And it's still flitting about in my head, capturing my attention better than realtime events, distracting me and enthralling me and sneaking a little smile onto my face.
I like it.  I like it a lot.
And you?
Well, I love you.
 

I am a foreigner ( Read more... )

Check me out: Synthetic Sunrise.
 

He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  He was unfaithful to you.  I was the one he cheated ( Read more... )

I had a dream where I decided I was going to run every day and it was going to make me feel better.
I'm not going to do this.
You know why?  Because exercise makes me feel horrible.
You know when you work out and you feel kinda good at the end, even though you're exhausted?  I have never felt this.  When I work out, I feel like killing myself at the ( Read more... )

That's why, you see.
That's why I still have that God-awful browser installed on my computer - in my Quick Launch, to boot.
That's why I think so deeply about the future.
That's why I made (and am still making) such an effort to change who I am and to like myself more.
That's why I still have that silly twist-tie ring.
That's why I love songs like Apop' ( Read more... )