I haven't posted in quite some time. In February, I'm moving back to Houston. That's when Hannibal gets deployed. Its really going to suck. A lot. But I knew this was going to happen. It was just a matter of when. Hopefully since I've only seen him a grand total of two months in the last six months, because of training, he and his friends will come ( Read more... )

something erica said today kind of really pissed me off. she said all military men are rapists and murders. where she came up with this i have no idea, i mean, does she really know anyone that's in the military? i wanted to ask her "well since you're half mexican, does that mean you molest children and are in the US illegally?" but that would have ( Read more... )

Three and a half more weeks! I was telling someone about my planned c-section and she made me feel bad about it. Stupid bitch. She implied I was being lazy by opting for a scheduled c-section instead of trying a regular delivery. HELLO, tried that with Sophie, wasn't going to happen. And the doctor didn't think it was going to happen this time, so ( Read more... )

After waiting over 2 hours to see the doctor today and having to go back up there to get c-section records sent to the hospital, I found a twenty dollar bill in my wallet. Who knows how long its been there.

Yesterday, as I was getting into the bath tub I slipped and caught myself in a very awkward way, think big pain. So today I can't really walk and the muscles from my belly button to my inner thighs hurt soooooooooo bad. Think of someone ripping off Barbie's legs by pulling them out sideways,that's how I feel. Of course Hannibal is out in the field ( Read more... )

The past two weeks have been the longest fucking weeks of my life. I've been so cut off from the world with out any internet and cable ( Read more... )

i think i may have made a huge mistake.

I feel so icky. I'm sooooo, so hot. I'm ready to put my hair in a pony tail and chop it off, but wait....I'm trying to grow it out. Ah. Its just one of those days I guess. Maybe I'm a little stir crazy. Knitting helps a little. Oh yeah, I learned how to knit. Got my sisters into also. I wish I knew where my glasses where though. Its so weird to be ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the hardest fucking things I think I've ever had to do. I don't know how I'll tell him goodbye when he goes to Iraq. I enjoyed him while he was here. It sucks that we(Sophie, him, and I) were all sick, and for some reason the morning sickness kicked in a little late. More likely than not, I'm leaving Texas in March, but I won' ( Read more... )

For some reason, I was thinking about how Funk sorta called my grandfather stupid and now I'm pissed about it all over again. I remember I was telling him something my grandfather said about Iraq and the impact on the prices of oil and whatever it was that I told him he said, Funk said it was stupid. I forgot. NOBODY is as smart as David Funk. Not ( Read more... )