Today has been so great and kinda not. First, I must be one of those persons who's mood is connected to the weather. I love spring except for sticky rain. And, I also had no homework and reletively nothing to do in my classes except my test in math. My afternoon felt like it was summer. I was going to mow the yard but Dad had taken the lawn-mower ( Read more... )

It's nights like this that I have to sit and be grateful and proud of who I am. Not the arrogant proud but a satisfied, loving proud. I like that I have different opinions, style, and paths than everyone else. I have a uniqueness that no one else has. I'm pale and have dry skin. I'm going to move far away soley because God wants me to. I am loved ( Read more... )

I just got a spa manicure for $5 and it was about the funnest thing ever. If I could do that every day, I would be one happy lady!

( fish bowl on the wall...i want )

I really think my current state of laziness is due to my former years of exorbitant amounts of school-work related stress. I imagine this is somewhat similar to coming off of some sort of high or drunken state, a sluggish mood after lots of hyper activity. Haha, I have an academic hangover. I tried to look up and see if laziness was heredity but ( Read more... )

Prom is this Saturday and I am really excited. I didn't reaize you had to do so much stuff though early. Flowers, hair, nails, necklace, food. I shouldn't have waited until this week to make so many decisions, it is stressful. I am excited though because I picked out my flowers today and they will be simple and have cute ribbon with black poka-dots ( Read more... )

whoa. i just clicked my opened internet box thing off and a pop-up of michael jackson's face was behind it and it really made me jump. It was scary and funny at the same time. just thought I'd warn.

its good to be happy again. Its good to leave Josh and not cry. Not that I wanted to leave today or that is wasn't as hard, just with a little more faith things will work out for God's good. I have my friends back, that I selfishly gave up if that makes since. But Kenny is such a good loving man he embraces my mistakes and we will build on it. ( Read more... )

and american eagle stole their new line from urban outfitters which is better.

why does everything have to fall apart now? The one thing, other than my faith, that I really can find joy in is about to be taken away, or not. All because of freakin college. ahhhhhh

I didn't realize how much I hid behind my homework until this week, talent or too far, I dont know anymore. Lazy days like this make me feel so unaccomplished. I guess they are needed, I just wish I would enjoy them.