i love hair-cuts, they are so refreshing. maybe its just the masaging of someone washing my hair for me or brushing it. maybe i put too much thought into hair-cuts. Its like a lifting of my emotions with the loss of hair. My hair dresser told me conditioner was bad for my hair because it makes it clingy, but it also makes it soft and smell good. hm ( Read more... )

I've had second-thoughts about writing in this thing lately, which is why I haven't. Sometimes I think, well the people who would read it, know what is happening in my life anyways; or I think, why would I put journal related stuff on the internet, or who cares anyway. But for the sake of writing and sorting out things, here goes ( Read more... )

Rory and Lorilie Gilmore just had breakdowns because Rory can't handle college and Lorilie needs a husband so she doesn't have to build a business alone. I cried with them, but didn't notice I was until commercials. I'll sell my uterus to the highest bidder.

money is just paper and coins and sometimes I make things way more difficult than they are, even if they are important.

Morning by morning I wake up to find the power and comfort of God's hand in mine. Season by season I watch him amazed, in awe of the mystery of his perfect ways. . Chorus: All I have need of his hand will provide. He's always been faithful to me. . I can't remember a trial or a pain he did not recycle to bring me gain. I can't remember one single ( Read more... )

ooo I can update in the middle of the night now. I'm so glad to be the daughter of a really big computer nerd who finds joy in giving me a laptop with wireless internet for christmas. yay for technology. I am really excited because we get to go to pigeon forge this weekend and stay in this really nice cabin that is huge with my dad's brother's ( Read more... )

YAY I am done with my first semester of my last year of high school!!! Yesterday that was a little scary but I'm ok now. I will never have to take another english or math or science exam in high school ever. ah. Now I can act like it's Christmas and do fun stuff like make cookies and wrap presents and stuff ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what would happen in the next five or six years. I want to know everything will work out right. I want to be the one who has plenty to give and give and I don't want to feel guilty because it isn't traditional. I want to be trusted with my decisions. I don't want your doubt. I don't want to take my english exam tomorrow. I'd rather ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving! Today is our family's thanksgiving, so my mom and I are running around crazily cooking and cleaning. Well I'm cleaning, she's cooking. I decided Thanksgiving was too stressful and we should all just go to cracker barrel but mom laughed and said no. haha oh well. Now she left to go shopping so everything is peaceful and stress- ( Read more... )

I am so glad today was today. It's been so peaceful when all I expected was awkwardness. Everything is so different but thats just the way it was suppose to be. I think of everything I would have missed out on and everything I didn't. I want to be angry and wish things were just like always but it's like I can't. If life never changed, memories ( Read more... )