I was tagged by Kristen and Alison..gotta do this thing ( Read more... )

so i'm sititng at my computer, about to take a shower and go do the damn religion crap at like 11 and then i decide that it seemed like a good time to write. so i grab some paper and a pencil and this comes out. and as im writing i can totally hear myself singing the words as lyrics. but since i'm not joining a band anytime soon, they'll have to be ( Read more... )

well this passed through my usual inspection so onward to here now. can't take credit for the title, i hardly ever can...thanks to my critic, biased or unbiased haha.

Bleeding Realism
change of perspective, it happened so fast.
you no longer hold the views you did from the past.
everything doesn't always seem like such a big deal
though we can't ( Read more... )

Words Not Yet Spoken
life moves forwards and continues to be strange
the life i live reminds me that everything must change
but through each change, remain my friend
be the one that, if i fall, will catch me in the end
high school angst and a broken heart
always dealt with it together, never apart
there are things in my mind that have never been said
and ( Read more... )

so i was searching through my files, i have like 5 conversations saved and this one was saved in one of them and it was sent after the person signed off...so they didnt read it either. anyways, not the point...i'm not sure if it was finished, i dont really remember writing it (it was the end of jan) kinda but not specifically...so im gonna post it ( Read more... )

i need a title...again ( Read more... )

ok so this doesnt really apply anymore, as most everyone that even reads this knows. and i was wrong about everything in it, but still...i'm not sure if its good but itd be interesting to see what people do think...if there are any thoughts.

Surprise
you hear that you're not worth their time
so you say "you're not any friends of mine."
but inside you' ( Read more... )

Dust, Part 2
I don't know if you'll forgive me for being so blind
and for taking advantage of that fact that you were mine
i ignored your cries, i ignored all your pain
and from my behavior, i had nothing to gain
Don't ask me why I couldn't see it or what made me figure it out
its not something either of us knows alot about
i'm a loser, i know, i hurt ( Read more... )

Title? Someone...Anyone? LoL i suck!
sudden trigger to my heart, those words i just read
sucking me deeper into a time, my arms always red
nothing anyone can say, nothing they can do
to make these painful facts any less true
filling my heart is a pain of which i'm hyper-aware
but i'm numb to the fact that you really do care
my mind is telling me that, ( Read more... )

Avoidance
i thought what i said about us last year was truth, not a fable
i swear we used to be more than just a lunch table
concern no longer there when certain people act out
empty stares and falling tears that she knows nothing about
they used to ask about that look in your eyes
and not they just accept that its merely a disguise
fights have been had ( Read more... )